hello, my name is sophie.

i hold onto the past far too tightly and it causes too many problems, i find it hard to think to the future, i cannot make decisions due to fear of it being wrong, i can no longer hide how i feel and sometimes i am a complete mess, i pretend i can do things on my own but i can’t, infact there is nothing i hate more than being alone.. i have little interest in anything or atleast not for that long, i just want to be happy, feel happy about myself, destroy my insecurities, let go of all that’s happened over the years and feel loved, it’s hard especially when you have people constantly putting you down making you even more sensitive to hurt, i can become an emotion wreck at times but life isn’t fair and then you die.